Miss Angel‘s transformation

As Mr. Black was walking through the streets of London, guessing what to do next in his boring life, he recalls a game changing story from his past...

One day there was this young and playful man called Mr. Black. He was looking smart and brave to a lot of people. And because he was so well-known in the city you needed to believe his stories.

So one day, Mr. Black got to know this beautiful and intelligent girl, called Miss Angel. She was loved by so many people, but especially by kids and elder people. And she was also very gentle and trustworthy. She thought she would loose her head, if she lied to someone. And she knew, that without head she would never fulfill her dreams and she could neither change the world into a better place.

When Mr. Black was meeting her, he was flashed by her light - it was shining directly from her heart out and it was creating like a golden glittered shadow around her. Like a very beautiful shimmer that followed her everywhere she went.

Mr. Black was needy of this light and wanted to get some of it. That's why he whispered the right things into her ears, so Miss Angel started to follow Mr. Black. The deeper she followed him the more she lost of her shimmer. Mr. Black took it away from her. But he couldn't even use it, cause in the dark it could not be seen at all. That made Mr. Black angry. He was jealous.

Despitely he showed up his nicest face the first months. It was his game. Sometimes there were spoken some words of his that were irritating Miss Angel, but since she believed always in the best, she ignored it and believed even more, that she could transform irritations into clarity by bringing love to it.

Over the months Mr. Black and Miss Angel became friends. At least it seemed like that.

But then it started with irritations that could not be ignored anymore. Mr. Black said something very bad to one of Miss Angel's best friends. This friend, a wonderful flower, told Miss Angel what he said and he lied to Miss Angel and made her believe that he never said such a thing.

After another months Mr. Black and Miss Angel could build trust again and they became closer to each other. One day they met at his place and started kissing. They decided to have sex together. But Miss Angel never had sex before, so she needed rules. They invented the word 'STOP' to use, should someone want to stop for real.

After the first tries it was hurting Miss Angel and she shouted 'STOP'. But Mr. Black did not listen to her. She shouted again and he said, no, just wait one moment, I'm right coming to my orgasm and then it's over. Just relax. Miss Angel was just lying there and could not move away. There was no one else in the flat she could have called. After Mr. Black had finished her, Miss Angel went to the bathroom and she found blood. Her whole body was shivering and she felt so lost and alone.

As she left the loo, Mr. Black was watching her straight and told her with cold eyes, that if she said any word of what happened this day to anyone, he would kill her. He thought he was the winner of his game. He thought to be able to steal Miss Angels‘ light.

Years after this traumatic experience for Miss Angel she started remembering what happened. She started talking with some people about it, because she didn't want to keep the reality for herself anymore. She wanted to speak it out that it was not in her anymore.

Miss Angel started to feel good with herself again. She knew she was always right. And she knew it was so wrong and criminal what Mr. Black did to her. So she started to make her biggest weakness to her biggest strength. She learned from it and got smarter and stronger. She started to be true to herself again and welcomed her inner light again. She started to love herself again. She knew it was not her fault. And after a lot of heartbreaks and learnings she even met the love of her life. Miss Angel needed to fight a lot until she finally hit the track of love again. So she started talking with her love about it.

And this talk was healing for her. It was her personal game changer.

Knowing that light produces light and also gains light. So it's a multiplying factor. And it is proven that light cannot be destroyed by darkness. Light is even able to see a light in the dark.

The game changer of Mr. Black had the same origin but it went into another direction. Just like a cross over on the streets. One is going to the left and the other to the right. Mr. Black's lie to himself and to the world and finally to the very light, was so big that he wasn't able to look into a mirror again. There was only a black shadow seen on it. No human spirit to recognize, no specific definition. And Mr. Black's soul was shrinking and shrinking from this day on, because every step after was built on another lie. The lie became so immensely big that Mr. Black could not tell the truth to anyone anytime of his life. He knew that he would loose everything if he did so.

So he put on dark clothes everyday and a big hat, too. He didn't want to be recognized anymore by anyone.

After years it was said on the streets of London that Mr. Black became crazy and would suffer from halluzinations. He felt homecomings of panic and death. You could see him walking suspicously and when there was a loud car driving by he winced and moved his eyes in weird patterns.

But then on a rainy day when Mr. Black sat in a dark corner of two old buildings in a side street of London, suffering from the cold and wet, he suddenly saw a light coming closer and closer. It was the most beautiful appearance he's ever seen in his life. And this breathtaking lady had so much love in herself that she was full of empathy with this homeless and old man on the streets. She took a flower from her hat and laid it into the hands of Mr. Black.

The flower‘s smell was so sweet and went directly to the air surrounded. And as the lady was stepping away there was a golden glittering shimmer following her.

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